One drop of blood..

Sometimes i ponder to myself why you can't be honest with me..
upright with me.

smack me right in the stomach and be direct to me.

sometimes. you leave me all alone.
not bothered to inform me anything..
not bothered to even talk to me.

most times. you leave me , myself to my imagination.
like his my best friend and not you.

sometimes, i just wonder too much sometimes.

perhaps it's you.
perhaps it's me.

but i'm certain.
it's us.

that we have to work towards.

if only, you would open yourself to me.
to let me know the real you.
and not hide behind some shell.

we could stand the test of time...

maybe i'm sensitive.
or perhaps you ain't bothered.

you're no devil.
and I'm no saint.

but i know.
i'll be there for you when you need someone.
to talk to.
to rant to.
to scream at.
to just be there.

but, will you be there. to accept me to be there for you?

sometimes...
i just ponder why..
you won't be honest with me.

why..

am i alone...

when i know.. you exist..




^{Abstract from some emo kid.}

- You make stealing hearts look so easy, Where is the girl I adore? -