One drop of blood..

Sometimes i ponder to myself why you can't be honest with me..
upright with me.

smack me right in the stomach and be direct to me.

sometimes. you leave me all alone.
not bothered to inform me anything..
not bothered to even talk to me.

most times. you leave me , myself to my imagination.
like his my best friend and not you.

sometimes, i just wonder too much sometimes.

perhaps it's you.
perhaps it's me.

but i'm certain.
it's us.

that we have to work towards.

if only, you would open yourself to me.
to let me know the real you.
and not hide behind some shell.

we could stand the test of time...

maybe i'm sensitive.
or perhaps you ain't bothered.

you're no devil.
and I'm no saint.

but i know.
i'll be there for you when you need someone.
to talk to.
to rant to.
to scream at.
to just be there.

but, will you be there. to accept me to be there for you?

sometimes...
i just ponder why..
you won't be honest with me.

why..

am i alone...

when i know.. you exist..




^{Abstract from some emo kid.}

- You make stealing hearts look so easy, Where is the girl I adore? -

in awhile.. once again..

It's that day again..

23.

18

21

42

doesn't really make a difference.

not many remember.

even more don't bother.

guess it's the same every year..
i guess i'll really be a chip off the old block..
lonely and sad..

but.. at least.. i treasure those who actually remembers..
but.. to those whom i really appreciate... and yet..don't remember..

that's what hurts me most..
people whom i bother to take concern about..
but..
they don't even notice..
don't even bother..

it's sad..
but.. hey.. it's me we're talking about.

who bothers about me to begin with.

just another day.
just another night.

guess it's another year that will be the similar to the previous.

_{as they stare through us...we'll scream on through..
just to let them know...how much they truly mean to us...}

- You make stealing hearts look so easy, Where is the girl I adore? -

Bitter Sweet..

sometimes i wish my heart has a switch..

^{Edit - More to come}

- You make stealing hearts look so easy, Where is the girl I adore? -

Gone.

To quote a phrase from a favourite song...

"In our short years, we come long way
To treat it bad and throw away"

Goodbye Uncle Micheal..
it's been a good run with you..
hopefully you are somewhere where you wanna be ;)

but be known that you'll always be in our hearts..

See you on the other side then!

- You make stealing hearts look so easy, Where is the girl I adore? -

Ache..

Day 1

NO signs of any ache. Everything Normal. Proceeding to Eat.

Day 6

Discomfort in the right molar. Could be sensitivity.

Day 12

Pain in the molar. Endurance Level at a minimal.

Day 16

Sharp Pains occurring more often now. Endurance Level at moderate.

Day 18

Extreme Pains. Unable to sleep at nights. Endurance Level at High.

Day 19

Consulted A Professional. Medical and consultation given.

Day 20

In Pain. Lots Of Pain.

- You make stealing hearts look so easy, Where is the girl I adore? -